so its officially 2:26 am and i'm starting a blog.. what lead to this?, well a really bad case of insomnia and the fact that jonny really wants a wedding. see my boyfriend wants a wedding, for the sake of family and friends and to celebrate our love to the world (i'm lucky to have a man sensitive like that :). i think its alot of money (and stress) for just one day. subconsciously i like wedding dress shopping, okay i'm well aware, and what girl doesn't?! anyways so we've been engaged a month. which leads to questions about when's the wedding?!?!? and to confirm that: you need a venue(or start with something concrete), to book that you need a budget, and to do that well you need a small FORTUNE ! seems anything "wedding" is expensive. i love small details but every small detail costs a dollar and each dollar times each guest adds up.
there are some things you should know about me. as i mentioned i'm addicted to wedding dress shopping and subsequently the show "say yes to the dress". at the start of my general shopping or more like browsing i was so excited,but now the whole day got me sticker shocked and i'd rather just elope.. i joke about it all the time, just not with the future in-law cause you should see their face.. eek. so my enthusiasm kinda dwindled as of late,stalled. and i just kept dress shopping on the internet. tonight i started reading some wedding blogs,and felt kinda inspired to start my own, whats one more in the world of cyberspace? if anything it'll be a way for me to keep track of all the great ideas i come across and keep me MOTIVATED.
i love jonny, and an awesome wedding would definitely prove that.
there's a few obstacles i'll have to overcome though.. one is definitely the budget and two is definitely the fact that like every other girl out there i want THE perfect day( i can hope for the best,cant i?). i'm an all or nothing girl. to spend a ton of money only to have a mediocre wedding, well i don't wanna say i'd rather have none, but do you get what i mean?
there are so many awesome ideas out there though, thats for sure.
i'm thinking i could write a whole twenty five entries tonight. but i gottta leave some topics for tomorrow. i hope i stick to this blog thing : )